I go back to work tomorrow and I'm torn. So very, very, very torn.
I enjoy my job very much. The people I work with are pretty awesome and I really like what I do. But, I'm going to be missing out on a whole lot of what TT & C-McC are doing and that.breaks.my.heart!
I am a little shocked that I am so torn up over this - I went back to work when TT was 5 months old (albeit only part time... very, very part time but still back.to.work). This time around I got the full year (and my employer graciously gave me an extra 2wks to stay home and celebrate some very important birthdays with my boys), I think having that year gave me so much extra time to think about going back to work that it's now dominating my thoughts! When I went back to work after TT, an opportunity arose and I just jumped in.
I feel like I haven't been a very good mom lately, I feel like I need more adult time and that makes me feel selfish.
So, other working mama's... how did you do it? Should I expect tears (from me) tomorrow?
How can I maximize my (now limited) time with my boys (put away the crack top... got it)?
How do you keep your home running smoothly?